Some days you feel like talking, some days you don't. Several times during each day you feel the same way.... very social... then not so much. Sometimes you are genuinely interested, some times not so much. As you get older, "not so much" tends to creep in more often. You really try to be polite, intently listen... But your brain translates everything to blah, blah, blah... blah, blah. Getting older seems to lend itself to becoming less social. Your world gets a little smaller as time passes.
You loose contact with friends, or in reality, they pass away, so your pool of friends grows smaller and smaller. It's part of life. We all want to live a long as possible, but I can't imagine living to be 90+ or even 100... realizing that just about everyone you knew, every one you loved, and all you life's experiences... Are now distant memories. Everyone and everything you knew is gone. That seems really sad.
So... make the most if each day... despite the blah, blah, blah syndrome. But its still okay to just occasionally feel and hear blah, blah, blah... blah, blah.
Which is exactly what your are feeling right now... right?
Later dude...
You loose contact with friends, or in reality, they pass away, so your pool of friends grows smaller and smaller. It's part of life. We all want to live a long as possible, but I can't imagine living to be 90+ or even 100... realizing that just about everyone you knew, every one you loved, and all you life's experiences... Are now distant memories. Everyone and everything you knew is gone. That seems really sad.
So... make the most if each day... despite the blah, blah, blah syndrome. But its still okay to just occasionally feel and hear blah, blah, blah... blah, blah.
Which is exactly what your are feeling right now... right?
Later dude...
